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I shall start with a confession. To the outside world, I probably seem totally normal (well, normal for me anyways) but to those that know me well, I’ve been a horrible person recently. #grouchy #argumentative #touchy #stroppy. And I hate myself being like that. It’s not my usual, #optimistic #happy self. But, I have been under quite a lot of stress.
See, I am moving 1.5hrs away from where I currently live, out of Cambridge and down to Surrey. Now, there is nothing wrong with Surrey (it’s where I’m from and is a great place to live). But I am leaving stability. My permanent full-time job. My first family home (with my bf and our gorgeous cat). I will be moving into my in-laws. I have no job down there yet. I have just finished a lot of Uni work for my Masters, no that has been stupidly hard work doing that part-time whilst working full-time. But I have (just about) managed thus far. Just a 12,000 word dissertation to go!
Coming back on track, all the above I have to say I have let get on top of me. But, after a very emotional outburst last night, I want the horrible, grouchy Chloe to fuck off! And replace her with the creative, enthusiastic, crazy girl! (Good crazy, not mental crazy)! ;)
So, new game plan! I have found out about leasing a car, and so with either a minimal or even no deposit at all, I can get myself a brand new car! And the best part is, being eligible for a certain scheme, I get discount :) and having friends interested in cars, they reckon they can get me a better deal! There we have god start number one!
Living with the in-laws means I can save money (rent, fortunately, will be really cheap). This way, I can actually put money into my savings :) woop woop!!!!
Now, the job-front is still proving to be a little tricky. But have decided to model full-time until I can find a suitable job. I love modelling. And it makes me happy (thus, happy Chloe)! I have always wanted to model full-time, never thought I would have the chance, so maybe this is just the opportunity I needed! Any lovely models happy to share some advice, I would be really grateful. And photographers, with the car, I can be a lot more mobile, so travelling to shoots will be much easier than relying on public transport!
My apologies for the rant. But it does me good to write stuff down, be a little emotional and get things off my chest. Thank you for reading….
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